My 18 years

As I told you in other writing, in 11^th of January I turned 18. Today I am going to explain my celebration which was more than fantastic. 

After leaving school I went to Viladrau where father’s gift was waiting me. When I opened it I could not believe what I was seeing, it was a Canon Eos! I had always dreamt to have one of these cameras and now, my wish has been complied. Then some of my town’s friends came home to congratulate me. Everything was perfect, except one thing and the most important for me… Jordi just phoned telling me that he could not come to see me because he had been working late. I could not avoid it but this new made me feel sad. 

I went to the kitchen to see if there was at least a cake, there was not. Above, my mother was cooking vegetables and she knows that I hate it… This made me fell sadder, because it meant that not even celebrate my birthday with my family. So I decided to go to have a shower and put on the pyjamas. Then, while I was watching TV, the doorbell of house rang. I went to open the door and I could not believe what my eyes were seeing, Jordi had come! I must admit that I was in shock for a while but then he gave me a letter. When I finished reading it he told me that I had to get changed because I would go to have dinner at Vic. I was much moved but I did what he said and undoubtedly was the best birthday I have lived.

If that were not enough, Jordi, my family and my friends make me a surprise party a few days later, which was more than great! Again I could not believe that that was my party and that all those people were there for me.

Now I understand why people say that 18 are the bests!!

Mar

Why is everything so complicated?

Why when you have found what you had been looking so long, became all complicated? Why when you have got the strongest friendship you ever had got, you have to break it for the sake of both? Why when you have found the person who really love, appear another one? Ultimately, why is everything so complicated?

It is difficult to get right in the way you act in front of your problems, and it become more difficult if you are not agree with the decision you have to choose. But unfortunately, there is not always more than one option to choose. In most cases, there is only one choice and even knowing that this is the best, usually finish with suffering. I am going to tell you a real case that happened very close to me.

There was a girl who had found her great love, a sensitive and affectionate boy who loved her a lot. Their relationship was perfect, like a fantasy. But one day, one of her best friends, admitted that he was in love with her. She reflected about what her friend said before, she loved her boyfriend but she could not forget her friend’s words, probably because she had loved him time ago. So those words made her relive that feeling. 

She was completely safe of her feelings towards her boyfriend and she did not see her life without him, but there was something that tilted her to the other side, I mean to talk, to laugh, to flirt...with her friend. This was like a game, which lasted a long time. A season their relationship as friends was colder, and in others the opposite, they did not separated. But one day the two friends realized that they had been accustomed to talk to each other every day, and this was not good. So they met one day in the afternoon to talk and to put things in place. It was like a farewell, as if they had not seen anymore... The two agreed to split up a while without talking, so that they could forget all the feelings that had grown up.

I do not know how this story will end, but what I really know is that their last decision was the best that they could ever choose and that they are very brave to choose it. 

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